So, I've just received the news on one of my marks for one subject, and that went terribly. Even up to now, my heart is beating waaay too fast for it to handle. I don't understand why I'm like this, I never pay any attention or give any care to any of my subjects, and I keep telling myself time and time again to actually give a rat's ass; even after falling twice. I should do something about it, right? I'm tired of disappointing my parents, tired of disappointing myself and everyone else around me. I REALLY hope I learn from my mistakes. My parents have given me second chances and I don't know if they will be willing to give me again.
This sucks.
